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Wednesday, February 11th, 2009
6:43 pm - random celebrity stuff i think about sometimes
Ok so not only is she married to chris martin the lead from coldplay
and shes in my favorite movie of all time
and also hosts this cute show about spain i used to watch with erin
I read this today that totally made me love Gwyneth Paltrow even more
shes a hole fan? how awesome is that
can you imagine anyone that hot singing along to violet?
haha


Courtney Love moving to the UK
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Courtney Love is moving to the UK.


The former Hole singer is growing tired of life in Los Angeles and is planning to buy a house in Britain for her and daughter Frances Bean, 16.

Courtney - the widow of Nirvana frontman Kurt Cobain - said:

"Buckinghamshire is where I want to go. I read Country Life magazine every week. I'm fed up with Los Angeles. It's full of crazy people.

"People criticise Britain but it's still a cleaner, safer place to live than Hollywood."

However, Courtney - who is also looking at properties in London's Primrose Hill district, close to the home of close friends Chris Martin and Gwyneth Paltrow - will only make the move if her arch-rival Madonna remains in her native America, where she has been since splitting from director Guy Ritchie.

She added to Britain's Daily Star newspaper: "Madonna had better stay the hell away from London when I move here to live. There's no room for us both."

Although Courtney and Gwyneth are now close friends, the 'Iron Man' actress admits she was left "devastated" by their first meeting 10 years ago.

Gwyneth said: "We were in an elevator and she was really horrible to me. And I was the biggest Hole fan of all time. I was devastated.

"When she got sober, she contacted me and was like, 'I feel like I missed an opportunity with you'. Then we just started texting and talking and now when she's here in London she comes round. When we're in Los Angeles we have dinner."

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Sunday, February 8th, 2009
9:19 am - half asleep
ok so my weeks been going much better
AFTER the curves i pretty much got a's in everything but histo in which i got a b!

amazing
i feel good about it
and i know i could work harder and do better
but i spent most of this month adjusting so maybe the next one will be better.

i had an eh friday
i went out with my buddies to our school party
it just wasnt my thing
i never went to clubs in ny
so i def wasnt having the best time
and ive been trying not to drink so much bec im trying to get in shape
i guess i just dont like to go out and have guys all over me and dance for the guys
and flirt with the guys
and guys guys guys
GOD i spend most of my time giving girls advice and GUYS advice
im not an expert or anything i just think everyones stupid and doesnt know how hot they are
hahaha im glad im taken and dont have to worry about this shit
ha my life is funny


so far ive lost 12 pounds which is awesome
but now i know its just gonna get harder

so friday was eh i wish i had gone to play poker instead
which i probally will next time

saturday was awesome
we went to beach on the other side of the island and went windsurfing
i wish i had brought my camera but im scared of getting it wet
last night i was a bust i read the watchmen again
and passed out at 930 i was beyond tired

but the beach was awesome i love swimming with the fish man
its insane there so many different colors
i was inspired to save the reefs hahaha


today i was woken up by loud banging someone thinks its a good idea to do construction at
8 am !?!1
god its sunday

im not looking forward to this week
its my first full first week in awhile
i have ALOT to study still
i just have to force myself to read for a few hours when i get home
its just hard
after 8 hours of lectures you just want to veg out but alas
welcome to med school

i also need to stop being a social butterfly during lunch and study
but i cant help it everyone loves me
hahaha yea right
im happy that ive met so many cool folks
and the best part is two of my good friends dont even go to my school
so its good there away from all the drama

i think im going to run for student goverment next semester
you know me I cant avoid that shit

god its like im back in college hardcore
its kinda funny
kinda not
BEC EVERYTIME I DONT PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS SOMEONE WILL DIE
haha thats not true but funny to say
i miss bk and everyone but its already feb 8?!! whoa
time is going quick i hope i get my visa so i can come in april

i also want everyone who can to come visit its so awesome here
i walked for a mile in water up to my thigh (i almost called it femur which is the stupid thigh bone)
that was clear and just amazing to be in looking for turtles
i love it and my new swim shoes

haha ok time to study hope everyone is well

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Wednesday, February 4th, 2009
9:56 am
erg so i had my first exams
embryo a
ethics a
anatomy b

histo f

what the fuccckkk
i studied for two weeks and failed by one FUCKING QUESTION
my roomate passed bec she admited she cheated

my prof said no to worry
but im beyond upset
like WTF
i got a b in anaotmy bec i spent so much time studying histo

after crying and going crazy
about 5 of my classmates who got b or c's
tried to talk to me about different ways to study
and of course there was the one girl who got an a and was pissed she got a 92 and not 100
go kill yourself seriously
im sick of this shit

im done im not going out or doing anything till next month
im getting a's on all my exams
im starting to work like i have a test everyday
nothing else matters
i came here not to fail im not a dumb person
and now i know what to study
i spent to much time on details when all i really need to know is the gist

and to those who freaking cheated
f you

my friend told me to calm down and he really thinks/ knows
that the grades dont matter
i just have to pass and do well on my step one
which i will bec unlike some of the jerks here ive already been studying for
and then it comes to who i am to land internships and residencys

im sorry you got an a but you can barely be civil to other classmates and cant speak clearly
so fuck you

i know it sounds horrible but im sick of it
cheating. lying . crushing other people so you can not only feel better but get your stupid a

i donno i think im going to prove to myself by getting all a's next month without cheating so f it

a few of my classmates wrote letters to the dean and told them about the OPEN cheating going on

during our lab exam some girl ACTUALLY ripped off the tags of nerves and stuffed to fuck others up
IM not kidding
what the fuck
i was gonna stab a bitch
and then she played innocent
ooh they just fell of the 4 tags i ripped off

sick man whatever
im smoking again due to stress
i almost punched this asshole guy who was like ooh you smoke AS HE WAS FUCKING SMOKING
stupid values stupid indian culture
i can fuck screw drink smoke whatever i want
theres a reason i dont live or will never FUCKING live in india
bec it sucks
hence why people leave

ugh im annoyed and upset at myself time to study like never before and get a's without cheating

thats all

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Tuesday, January 27th, 2009
10:34 am - greetings from med school
my life went from the bqe, late night deli trips, and fighting with nargis

to island life, books, and suntan lotion

im currently in anatomy class
learning about the upper limb

everyday i study my ass off thinking
IF YOU DO NOT LEARN THIS NOW ANU SOMEONE WILL DIE ONE DAY

jesus scary
no thats probally not true

my brain hurts and its only week 3

but its scary i cant believe i finally did it
i left to go to med school
i miss everyone but my mom called me out on how much happier i am
and i was like YEA bec your not calling me at 7am asking what im doing with my life

i miss erin and i wonder sometimes what Nancy's doing
and what liz and becki are talking about
and what sofia is having for lunch
mike i dont wonder about bec i know hes probably playing with his cats
and who heidi is having knife fights with.

sometimes when we get all dressed up in scrubs and white coats and stand around patients

i feel like throwing my gloves in the air bec i made it after all woooo

but i officially havent made it
not until 16 more board exams
3 state exams and lots and lots of crying and praying to every god
out there to help me pass

hope everyones ok i hope i learn something today

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Monday, December 1st, 2008
10:24 pm
WHERE DOES THE TIME GOO!?!


seriously
SERIOUSLY

why do i like driving late at night
why is trader joe's making fake coronas

WHAT IS LIVE JOURNAL?

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Tuesday, November 25th, 2008
1:10 pm
so tireeed
must do homework
must readddd
must pass outt


the semester can not end soon enough

i cant stop singing the nightman song from sunny
haha

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Friday, October 24th, 2008
4:30 pm - last nights tv ratings....
so i have a few things to say once again about the culture we live in
gasp!
of course i do
but looking at the tv ratings from last night i can pretty much answer my own questions about us as a nation.


As a fan of most of those shows (minus CSI and Survivor and whatever 11th hour is)
I think our TV habits pretty much answer my question as to how America can be in the state it is in.
we are a nation who like cheap thrills and pretty much think CSI is what dectives do
and Grey accuratly deptics what doctors do
( I was a huge Grey's Fan till I started practicum classes and realized how made up and out right false alot of the story lines are and as someone who busts there balls studying medicine im kinda offened that grey's gets away with MAKING SHIT UP and calling themselves a doctor based show)

We accept the false reality given to us by what out goverment, religoin, job whatever gives us and live in it.
I have come to believe that tv shows offer people more of an escape then we give it credit for.



1. CSI (19.17 million)
2. Grey’s Anatomy (14.21)
3. Survivor (13.40)
4. Eleventh Hour (12.16)
5. World Series (11.64)
6. ER (8.69)
7. Ugly Betty (8.66)
8. SNL: Weekend Update (8.55)
9. Life on Mars (8.06)
10. The Office (7.74)
11. My Name is Earl (6.33)
12. Kath & Kim (4.97)
13. Smallville (4.22)
14. Supernatural (3.25)


In conclusion I like bad tv in fact I crave it but I still pride myself on knowing whats going on around me and to other people all over. Ive come to realize that people who can no longer rely on life for exciting and new things go to TV for cheap thrills and entertainment. Because no matter how much SNL talks about the election or whatever it is just Entertainment. The election ,the crash of our economy, the fact 10 US soldiers will die today are used to entertain us to keep us quiet to give us that little dose of what we think is life before bedtime. I cant believe CSI is the most watched show in america. Goddamn.

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Thursday, October 2nd, 2008
6:56 am
god the season for both the yankees and the mets is overrr
yet i still feel like some yankee fans cant stop the punching.

i really think they are two different teams in two different leagues.

the yankees not only get more money from the state (why yankee stadium is still yankee stadium)

some season tickets for next year are 34000!?! seriously ! thats sick especially since we payed for that shit.

sorry your shitty team has been sucking for more then a few years now
and not to mention the dodgers are kicking ASS with your old manager which you FIN let go
dumbass
but dont take it out on another team
yankee stadium also UNFAIRLY DESTORYED PARKS and landscape that belonged to the poorest of the poor people
and has yet to do anything about it infact they arent even going to take down there stadium till next year
why? no reason its prob all mob controlled or whatever
or honestly they can give a f about poor people is what it seems like

in short both teams were disappointing but clearly the yankees have a problem bec they fell 5 + games BEHIND the wildcard
thats shitty for a team receiving mad money from the state ( MEANING US) and asking for 34000 for season tickets.
yet i feel everyone is obsessing about the mets which made me start this rant.
i think im just dissapointed in both teams since its the first time since 93 no ny team has made it to the play offs.
baseball isnt a sport anymore its a money contest. Its sad.
whatever at least we have next year in two over hyped tax payer paid stadiums next year to go to for 500 bucks a ticket and buy a 12 buck beer and a 17 buck hot dog. Theres nothing more american then that!

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Sunday, September 21st, 2008
9:58 am - things to ponder
ok so even after the taxpayers bailing out all these financial firms
they might CRASH ANYWAYS>!!?! WHAAA
i hate our media for never telling us simple little details that change the entire picture

http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2008/09/18/AR2008091804200.html?hpid=topnews

'Indicative on how much a slave Congress is to the financial sector, here is some truth in print, Remember, this is a BIPARTISAN ass raping of the American taxpayer.

Paulson and Bernanke did not present lawmakers with a written proposal but are expected to do so by tonight, congressional aides said.

During the meeting, one lawmaker worried aloud that Paulson was asking for “a blank check,” according to a participant. There was also a “healthy debate” about whether this action would finally stabilize the markets.

“They couldn’t answer yes to that question,” the participant said.

Fascinating. This brave ‘participant’ who would not be named, was actually expecting the Financial Overlords to provide an answer to that question! And I wonder what constitutes a “healthy debate?” Probably threats behind closed doors followed by meek acquiescence.

This was not a meeting among equals. This was Don Corleone Paulson giving Congress a deal it can’t refuse.

So there are no guarantees that the American people will pony up bazillions of our nation’s future tax receipts, the markets will eventually crash anyway, but the capitalist criminals who staged it all will have so much more money to stash in offshore accounts after the fall.

Wow. What a racket.'

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Thursday, September 11th, 2008
11:18 am - remembering those lost
Sept 11th is a day most of us would like to forget.
Today its been 8 years since one of the scariest and worst days for all of us.


This morning I watched as they called out the names of some of those lost including my neighbors son and my uncles best friend.
They cut it with the side picture of Cheney and Bush sitting there in DC. Sick just sick.
I cant explain how upset this made me. I wish I could yell out at them and the world about how Cheney not only knew but called down our defense system. And it hurt me to hear family members and people talk and believe these lies about 9/11.
Please Please dont believe everything the world tells you. These people are evil and will attack us again. 'These people' aka the government we so blindly follow and let us trick us into a war of terror.
Talk about 9/11 with friends and family and think outside the box. You really think people in caves attacked us? Caves?
I see terrorists everyday on TV there names are GEORGE BUSH and DICK CHENEY. No joke
SO many unanswered questions. So many first responders dying!
Think about 9/11 today and DONT BE AFRIAD TO QUESTION IT

he's a clip from a movie about the the usa governments ties to 9/11


Thank you.

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Tuesday, August 12th, 2008
12:52 am - umm take me thanks
um>?!!?!
God I wish i could go to this show

GIRL TALK
WITH SPECIAL GUESTS THE DEATH SET, CX KiDTRONiK & HEARTS OF DARKNESSES

SAT. NOV. 15 • 8:30 PM @ TERMINAL 5
$20 advance tickets are on sale Friday August 15 at noon.

ALSO>>>> I hearrr tegan and sara will be touring again this fall
someone take someone i know thanks!

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Tuesday, August 5th, 2008
10:23 am - you smell as much as the next guy
HA I HAVE NO IDEA WHATS GOING ON!
IM LEAVING IN LESS THEN A MONTH
JESUS CHRIST!


i already mapped out my classes
seems like besides for tues and thurs
my first class isnt till noon
alot like college
except ill have to study
... ALOT
jesus i just pray no physics is involved

and i am getting upset about leaving my friends and fam
and amazing gf
but i think its TIME JESUS FUCKING CHRIST
WOO
so today at noon im signing my life away literally

my moms all pissed i couldnt get into her choice school
i mean im not THAT smart
im still kinda dumb and lucky which i think makes one smart.. kinda
whatever ive done some things i wish i hadnt but no one will care where i went to in the end

all i know is i cant freaking wait to be on an island
far far away from my credit collectors hahaha
stupid college loans arg

in other news i have 3 weeks
i want to do all this stupid stuff today so i can spend the next 3 weeks
chilling
and selling my car =( by far the worst part of this whole thing
but id like to think of it is as time to move on
giving up an old benz for maybe a new one ..one day.. farrr farrr away
before that im gonna get erin some bling though and maybe a dog
crazy

im other news I am really happy with where i am right now
im excited to get a little bit older and wiser
i think i have reached a new level in my relationship and it feels awesome
its exciting to realize that youve grown and to accept when your truly happy
aweseome just awesome
erin also got me some awesome baseball shirts which is sweeet


i know the next few weeks will be filled with alot of self doubt terror sheer panic
and sadness
but im ready
im hoping all of those phases last 5 minutes each followed by getting drunk

ha

god i still feel hungover from sat
jesus christ.
im a hindu pretending to be a jew.

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Tuesday, July 29th, 2008
11:47 pm - cube lube
UMM so this is an add for CUBE LUBE
a lube for your fav cube puzzle

WHY is this so funny?!
BEC it was sold out of NEW PALTZ in the 80s hahaha
come on why do people in new paltz have to be so ridiculous
like really did you think you would make it big with your 'cube lube' invention?!


http://www.andiamnotlying.com/2008/cube-lube/

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Sunday, July 27th, 2008
3:06 am - Ugly facebook profile!
OMG THIS IS SHOCKING
I saw this on a blog
and it is def THE Uglyiest face book page ever!
its hysterical how bad it is!

http://digg.com/comedy/The_Ugliest_Facebook_Profile_You_Will_Ever_See

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Tuesday, July 22nd, 2008
2:55 pm - Thank you for being my friend!
Picture it Sicily 1925...

sigh BYE TO MY FAV GOLDEN GIRL SOPHIA
the actress who played her is gone at 84 too young
here's to my dream of a reunion
thank you for always being a friend




in other new christan bale beats his mommy
what a jerk
now im a only gonna see batman 2 times
jerk

phew im bored at work so this is what i do ok?!
i cant wait to run to bk and be with my boo this evening
and i REALLY want the mets to win tonight

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Friday, July 18th, 2008
3:39 am

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Thursday, July 17th, 2008
2:29 am -


hahaha i made that last night to leave as a comment for someone

also !!!!

i found alot of the office cast's myspaces
hysterical
what a riot!

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1:59 am - i forgot about this one

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Wednesday, July 16th, 2008
9:26 am - pissed at ani
im sorry ive seen so many artists this year for 20-40 bucks
really ani asking for 35 for balcony and 60 for good seats is a little much
doesnt she know its a depression?
i think its funny its not sold out
like really WTF
im pissed now
im witting her a letter
an annoyed letter
and would like her to explain why she has to play at venues that
charge so much when she knows her fans dont got no money


like really shes not like some classic rock band that charges 75
i mean kanye is charging 90 but you have to be literally crazy to pay that
and im sure his show has alot of effects
while ani's just her and her band
its annoying
music shouldnt be such a luxury
really
maybe we would pay for more albums if
i didnt have to spend like 60 bucks every time
i went to a show

but then what can you expect
everything just cost 100000 billion dollars
which is why im protesting everything really
f it

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Tuesday, July 15th, 2008
9:09 pm - over it.
really what makes you think you can say things like that
and i just will forget the next day
i wont
its called scorpio

im over it
the fake promises
the harsh words
and feeling crappy about myself
i wont let it get me down no more fo sure!

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